January 2010
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History Repeats
My father plans on going to another state or Canada next month or in March. Why? To “work”. He did the same thing a few years back and it was one of the most devastating things that ever hit my family. He went to New Orleans for a year. At that time, my mother wasn’t working, so we really hit a financial low. I didn’t understand back then, but now and then I recall the...
今・・・。
きれいな雨。
Dear Society,
You just made me hate you even more. You produce scum like people who decide to slap my mom across the face and pull her hair in public just because she didn’t let them go first onto a damn bus. Is everyone suppose to bow down to the person behind them and let them go first? No.
Fuck you. Fuck them. Fuck 2010.
It’s her damn birthday today.
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Sawano Hiroyuki - Schlaflied
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Future
I never knew you smoked. :0 But I’m super happy you quit (Yes I’m creepin’ through your answers). ♥ Anywayyyy, question. How do you want to live in your future? As in, if you could have any sort of house, spouse, etc. what would be your ideal situation.
It’s not something I’m proud of. (It’s okay to creep. I like it when people make the effort to read a little...
4:21AM
I spent the last hour and a half packing up clothes for the Salvation Army. I’ve grown out of jeans, and have gained enough weight to not fit some of my old t-shirts, blouses and sweaters. Some have been worn so many times, they’ve begun to thin out.
Looking at what I’m giving away makes me feel guilty. I was so demanding towards my mom. Each article of clothing I folded up...
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Sawano Hiroyuki - LIVE/EVIL (Guitar)
Ramblings Of A Potential Psychopath
In the past few weeks of 2010, I’ve realized a lot of things about myself, the people I’m with, and how I have behaved around them. A person is anything but incorrect if they say I have changed. Why do I say that? The truth is, I have, in a way, changed. No, it’s not the whole college phase, or the maturing mindset. The way I see it, it’s who I am inside that’s...
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I wouldn’t call it depression, just a temporary dip in mood.
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What do you love?
I love being around people who are laid-back, explorers, determined without being annoying, open-minded…kinda a plus if we can be together, not say a word, and yet, still feel comfortable around one another with no awkwardness. I love drawing, but I haven’t had the motivation to do so. I love making things, but I don’t have the supplies to do so. I love exploring, despite being...
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Tiesto ft. Tegan and Sara - Feel It In My Bones
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“I put my heart and my soul into my work, and have lost my mind in the process.”
– Vincent van Gogh (via reluctantbuddha) (via quote-book)
I ♥ you, Ma.
Me: If I were to give birth to a girl in the future, I'll name her Ava.
Mom: That's a shitty name.
12:10PM
I fell asleep around 7AM again, but I made an effort to wake up at a “normal” time. Sleeping until 4PM ~ 6PM is definitely not going to help me on my Monday and Thursday schedule for the Spring semester. (My first class starts at 8:10AM.)
Anyway, I’ve been up since 11:22AM. Quite an accomplishment since I got up at 6PM yesterday. How have I been, some of you may wonder.
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How can I trust a world that creates people like...
14106.) Sometimes I wonder...if I'm real.
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I can’t stand most people. Sometimes, I find myself avoiding them altogether.
No wonder I’m so socially awkward with people I’m not comfortable with.
